I haven't felt so alive in years 
The sun is shining down on me 
My eyes are welling up with tears 
Tears of joy, tears of ecstasy 

Emotions I once kept concealed 
Now flow freely like a river 
Life's great mysteries revealed 
Love's great promise delivered 

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I hate my life I want to die 
I was just pretending all this time 
A mask I wear so I don't bare 
My soul to the cold, harsh world out there 
Try to prevail but only fail 
Each time on a grander and grander scale 
My life is worthless and so am I 
I hate my life I want to die 

The landscape rises to meet my feet 
The sky descends to fill my arms 
For once I finally feel complete 
For once I know I can't be harmed 

All I know is light and love 
I feel that I could live forever 
While others' troubles seem to grow 
I have no problems whatsoever 

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The epiphany that came to fall 
Finally helped me reconcile 
What I felt wasn't joy at all 
All this time it was just denial 

CHORUS